This is an age old question we’ve all asked at some point in our lives. For some, the things they’ve endure in life lead them to not believe in a creator. For others, the existence of G-d is as certain as death and taxes. But I think for most, there is a constant wavering between belief and disbelief depending on what transpires throughout a person’s life. How can anyone truly know if G-d exists or not? The reality is, that there’s no way I can prove His existence to you, but I’d like to shed some light that might help you realize how G-d can exist even if there is bad in the world. Most of us are taught that G-d is perfect, never makes mistakes, never is wrong, never is bad. Then an event transpires in our lives that forces us to question G-d and/or His existence. “How can G-d let this happen?”, “How can there be a G-d with so much evil in the world?” We’ve all heard or asked questions like this at some point in our lifetimes.
Imagine G-d as the ultimate mathematician. And imagine the entire universe and all of creation is an equation, and we humans are the variables. Now, there are rules and parameters G-d has put in place. We refer to His rules as the laws of physics and commandments. We are bound to the laws of physics and we are not allowed to break them because we are physical beings. However, we are not bound to commandments (at least not as physical beings). G-d is eternal, omnipotent and unwaivering with “the rules”. When we do something we’re not supposed to do, G-d’s equation (the universe) becomes unbalanced. Just as in the phyiscal world, for every action, or in this case even thought, there is an equal and opposite reaction. The equation must balance. I’m not suggesting that everytime you do something wrong, you will get punished. But I am suggesting there is an effect, and it might not necessarily be directed towards you. It might not even transpire in your lifetime… We humans can barely see what’s in front of our noses when it comes to foresight, and we can hardly remember the past with clarity. We are “in the moment” beings. G-d on the other hand is perfect, all knowing and all seeing. G-d doesn’t live and die, He doesn’t even exist in time. Imagine a being who sees the beginning and the end of time simultaneously, and moves back and forth within it like we drive our cars to and from work. Everyone’s heard of the ripple effect where one action sparks a chain reaction leading to some event halfway around the world. Imagine a being so powerful, they can track all the events that ever happened and knows every effect every ripple caused throughout the history of the universe, AND knows the outcome of those ripples based upon the same rules they set from the begining. Each decision, thought and action everyone’s ever made constantly affecting the destiny of the universe is being balanced out by G-d, who effortlessly moves back and forth in time to balance the equation based upon “The Rules”. You’ve just imagined a portion of the power of G-d.
The truth is we don’t know why G-d allows certain things to happen. For example, we don’t know what seemingly insignificant event occured 5000 years ago that spawned the acts of Jeffery Domer to kill innocent people, or how any good came from or will come from that tragic event. But if you believe that G-d is One and G-d is good, meaning that there is no mean or vindictive “side” to G-d (I do), then you have to realize, there is no “bad” in the world, after all, the world itself is G-d. The “bad” you and I think exists is just unperceived good. G-d is always G-d. Our finite minds don’t have the capacity to see the eventual good. But there has been many examples of this throughout world history. The discovery of X-rays is a good example. Many of the pioneers of X-rays and their patients suffered from symptoms and even death from over exposure to the Xrays. But from they’re loss came one of the most common widespread tools to diagnose the inside of the human body we have at our disposal. How many millions of lives have been saved or improved because they’re work and sacrifice? It’s almost as if darkness exists soley so that light can be shined on it. And it’s our job to shine it towards the darkness. Even in our own lives; how many times have you said or heard someone say, “If I had to go back, I wouldn’t change a thing because it got me here.”? It’s common to look back on the “bad” and realize it was for your own good. And that’s kind of what G-d does on an infinite, eternal and cosmic scale, but it’s not just for your own good, it’s for the ultimate good of humanity.